The doctor was different. He was an Indian male doctor who talked a lot. It seems intimidating at first but i guess he is just one excited doctor. Even the woman who scanned me was different.
During consultation, he said a few words that made me think:
1. Conceiving is one thing, but having and taking care of a baby is another thing.
2. We need to be fully equipped in the sense of our mentality, physically and financially.
3. You cant give away ur baby for someone to take care of if you are busy.
This doctor is making me nervous! And to top it all, the answer to all the 3 things above is - I am not bloody sure! I am already nervous even before treatment is being made! Apa laa...
Do i still want it? ~ err maybe.
Are we ready? ~ i think anyone is never ready
Sacrificing my sleep time? ~ i dont think so
What about our busy life? ~ i dont think i want to lug that thing around if i have a meeting or hosting an event
Uhh ohh, i just realized that i called my-future-baby THING! I dont even consider my-future-baby a human being. How la like this?
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| Sleepy face @ 3 in the morning - totally out of context but a picture i like |
7 comments:
most of the people out there never thought about the 2nd part - having and taking care of the baby. but most of us, know how to deal with it when the time comes. maksudnya, u will naturally act at it. dont worry too much. Allah knows best. heheheh. anyway, i always think that we can never be ready even sampai the time comes pon. we just. simply act. just my 2 cents. :)
WanMai, mmg pon the 2nd part tidak diteliti. Tahu mengandung je! Hahaha.. thank you for 20sen tu.
Pnut, as years passes by I realized that maybe some ppl are excited on the idea of getting & being pregnant. Going bonkers at everything form baby clothes, accessories, pampers, formulas etc.. The fun is jz until they're 3years old (for me la hehe..). The harder part is on how we as parents, shape them to become somebody worthy & that really scares me. So many 'what if'.. But no matter how we feel like we're not ready, the time will do eventually come. Natural instinct :p
when the time is come naturally pandai je nanti, Alla knows best kan? kita dulu tgk pregnancy test +ve meraung kut sbb tak mahu huwaaa...lepas tu salahkan hubby sbb dia mmg nak kita yg x nak, hello, baru sebulan kawen ok? malu mak nak btau org huhu...gambo kawen pun xsiap lg (-_-')
dont worry, time 'leceh' x cukup tidur and all just the first 3 yrs je kut(the 1st year adalah tahun paling terseksa dlm kamus tidurku)..lepas tu bila tgk anak membesar becoming more like a person rasa mcm x percaya dgn diri sendiri, boleh ke nak mengajor dia nih? hehe..belum masuk bab academic blah blah sume...and the 'im ready' part is propa je tu, we NEVER be...so kalau nk tunggu betul2 ready mmg sampai ke sudah pun tak ;)
Nothing can ever prepare you for a baby.. Nothing can ever prepare you for the pain, the sleepless nights, the worries, the tears and also the joys.
Same thing goes for marriage. You'll never know until you take the leap. Kan?
So don't worry. One step at a time.
Allah knows best.
Tapikan, when youve been lugging the baby around in your tummy for 9+months, feeling him grow, move, kick n hiccup, im sure you wont be calling the baby A THING anymore.. hehehehe..
Awww.. girls. U make me cry!
Thank you for the love and support.
Oii ape letak gambar out of context ni?
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