The doctor was different. He was an Indian male doctor who talked a lot. It seems intimidating at first but i guess he is just one excited doctor. Even the woman who scanned me was different.
During consultation, he said a few words that made me think:
1. Conceiving is one thing, but having and taking care of a baby is another thing.
2. We need to be fully equipped in the sense of our mentality, physically and financially.
3. You cant give away ur baby for someone to take care of if you are busy.
This doctor is making me nervous! And to top it all, the answer to all the 3 things above is - I am not bloody sure! I am already nervous even before treatment is being made! Apa laa...
Do i still want it? ~ err maybe.
Are we ready? ~ i think anyone is never ready
Sacrificing my sleep time? ~ i dont think so
What about our busy life? ~ i dont think i want to lug that thing around if i have a meeting or hosting an event
Uhh ohh, i just realized that i called my-future-baby THING! I dont even consider my-future-baby a human being. How la like this?
|Sleepy face @ 3 in the morning - totally out of context but a picture i like|